DNP

It seems that every day the feeling grows stronger. I have so little inclination to play the game. I am sick of being hurt. I am sick of being fake. Why should I act like something I am not just to sleep with someone? Personally, I do not understand the intense pressure to ‘hook up’ and why some people seem to use it as a way to judge themselves. It seems a bit hypocritical to lie your way into someone’s bed just to make yourself feel better. Of course I enjoy physical gratification as much as the next person, perhaps more, I am just way to leery of the pain so closely connected to all of my relationships with the opposite sex to push it much further. Maybe it’s just me though…